Like a little star kicked from the others

Today my finger accidentally clicked an open blogger application on my iPhone so I decided to start typing for my blog. Since its been a while or rather very long after my last post. Christy also asked me to update my blog. I'm so sorry for not updating it for a long time since I am currently busy with my college life. College is really not like high school 😞

At least finally I have time to blog today. I'm free for a while but after this I need to complete all my bunch lots of assignments that has a dateline in Saturday, this Saturday. Lucky we have a public holiday and tomorrow is Friday so it's like two holidays which I can use to complete my assignments. I also thanks my maths lecturer for extending the dateline of those assignments for me since I had a lot to do and wasn't able to complete it in time. But I promise to complete and pay that debts of assignment on Saturday 100% guaranteed!

After two weeks of busying myself, missing my lunch every single day if inlay get over my biology presentation yesterday. I started my presentation with a bit of nervousness (but you can also say I'm too nervous that I had difficulty in breathing) but after a while I feel okay. So many questions were thrown to me, and thankfully I can explain and answered all of them. Thanks to my classmates, we all did a great job out there. I think I also got the highest marks for the guy's presentation. I got all full marks expect for eye contact minus one mark (because I was nervous at the beginning so I forgot what I wanted to say); then minus one mark for body language (I just don't know how to expressed it with my body, should I dance to get high marks?); and minus one mark for POISE that is I made one mistake but I recover quickly and did not panic (but I was panicked in my heart like I want to faint, like my eyeballs gonna fall out). But overall my grade is 29/32 which rather a high mark, but a girl got full mark (32/32) and I envy that.

Today's holiday is because "Hari Jadi Askar" which is the celebration of royal army forces. Every school in Brunei is having a public holidays. And more happy when the next day after the public holiday is another "no-school-day" it's a two days holiday and you can wake up late and eat and poo and do what ever you want. But I'm sure you'll say "why the holidays went pass so fast?" HAHA.

Today I was supposed to join playing badminton with Ho, Ng, Michael, Sheena and ______(whoever are joining). But yesterday night I messaged Ho saying I can't come to today's badminton because I had something happened. "Something" which I did not want to think right now, it'll just make me turn into bad mood. But actually I wanted to go for today's badminton so much, I wanted to meet them, it's been more than 2 weeks I didn't meet them. But maybe I will only see them tomorrow if I cooled down tomorrow. Or maybe I also won't come tomorrow. I just had some reason not to come and most importantly is I'm hurt. I need time to rethink. So let's get over with the regrets, they should be happily playing now.

I also rarely whatsapp or Facebook or twitter with anyone nowadays. It's like I'm emo-ing myself. Maybe I just need time to think, because some people said that I've changed. They doesn't says directly that I changed in a bad way but if you combine the puzzle, it will say that Hazim has changed in a bad way. But I honestly think I didn't changed at all. I'm still Hazim! I'm no one else. 😪 don't say I changed because I don't.

Okay, enough with my problems and complains. I think I typed too much and now I need to get shower complete all my debts to my lecturers. Christy, I hope you had a great (or boring) time reading this. Maybe I will post something interesting later on for your entertainment. So remind me about that, it's a present for you XD. You'll laugh until your tummy hurts.

See you guys, reader(s) next time.














JiM

PS: I not feeling so good now. I felt hurts.

Star Wish ❤

Hey there! It's been more than a month than I did not update anything. I have few reasons tho... I was sick and I was too lazy :p Just to let you know, there are too much things happened in this period of time. I don't know if I can write all but I'll try my best to tell you...

First of all,

I wanted to say HAPPY 28TH NATIONAL DAY FOR BRUNEI! I hope Brunei stays peaceful and lovable country. Brunei celebrate the national day on 23rd February every year. Brunei is the country where I am currently living. Thank for the Sultan, royal families and everyone who maintain the peaceful of Brunei, the police, the army, you all have done a very good job an keep it up!

This year is very different for me... My last year friends aren't with me anymore (most of them). It feels so weird not having you all to laugh, talk, hugs, and D'Mazeltov.

Sheena Wee who is at ISB.

Christy Tang and Lim Thien Poh who are currently at Malaysia.

Charlene Lau who is at Melbourne, Australia.

Romi Rai who is still at her hometown, Nepal.

Gary Chia Yau Seng, Ho Shao Liang and others who are in PTE Katok.

Aeneas Fatima and Ashira Fatima, The Twins, who are at Singapore.

Shahina Salim who is in India.

Lai Min Hui who will be going to KL.

Yvonne Soh who will be going to Singapore.

And others who are at somewhere or will be going to overseas.

This year, I will be in schooling in MD, Maktab Duli PMAMB / Duli PMAMB College. Together with Myka Saraw, Michelle, Carrie Tay, Jasilah Javad, Ng Ding Boon and others. I hope we will be classmates in certain subjects and stay connected.

I will be attending MD for the first time tomorrow, Monday, for my first orientation. I feel nervous and scared too. If you read the rules..... It's kindda scary.. But I will try my best to get use to it and obey all the rules as a good student :D

Why am I scared?

Only few of the students I know. Most of it are stranger to me and for the first day I think I'm going to be a loner. Us looking at the schooling time... I got a shocked, it's... morning till afternoon. Just like this orientation, 7.30am-4.30pm. I really do hope I can make friends there, a lot.

I received the offer letter from MD on 22nd February after a week plus having interviewed. I thought I didn't get to pass it because there are many people who is better than me but Thank God I got called!

I was imagining, it would be an epic if on the orientation *put someone's name* make a pelvic thrust dance on the stage and there would be a chaos. HAHAHA. I hope you're reading this if you remember what I meant. (sorry this paragraph is for a specific someone).

So, I wish tomorrow will work out fine and easy. Everything will be alright. I can't wait to see my friends and start college! XD

For those who are starting their school / college / university, like Lim Thien Poh, good luck to all of you too. Jia You!

JiM


PS:

Oh I haven't tell you guys my O'Level result right? To be honest, I was expecting I'll get this results, it's way to high for me. My results are....

Bahasa Melayu - B3
English Language - C6
Pengetahuan Ugama Islam (IRK) - A2
Mathematics - A2
Chemistry - C6
Physics - C5
Biology - B3
Principle Of Account (POA) - 5
Additional Maths - B3

Overall I got 9'O's with 2 As, 3 Bs and 4 Cs.

To all who got a good grades too, congratulation. And to my ex-classmates, D'Mazeltov family, Congratulation to all of you. I'm sure you all done really well! Keep up the good work and I hope to see you guys again in future. Maybe re-union? :D

Wish me luck for tomorrow guys! :D

Happy New Year!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

 MAY THIS DRAGON YEAR BRINGS YOU HAPPINESS, CHEERFULNESS, AND LONG LIFE AND OF COURSE, ANG PAO!!!!! XD 

 

 

GONG XI FA CAI!

  新年快乐！

  年五月月带给你幸福，快乐，寿命长!!!!!

(Sorry if I do it wrongly, I just google translate it)

JiM

PS: I miss Ng so much now :'( Wish him a happy new year in Malaysia.

PS: Special wished to all my Chinese buddies a wonderful Happy New Year. May this dragon year brings you wealthy-ness and happiness. :) And all your wishes will do come true.

Special 4 Christy Tang!

9th January 2012, 4pm. That's the exact time when one of my best special unique friend, Christy, left this country, the most beloved country, Brunei Darussalam, to persuade her studies of Real Estate in Malaysia.

To be honest, I think she is so lucky to attend a college already in her young age. She IS independent already. Christy is not a girl anymore, she is a lady now!

Christy is not like any other students. She can study on a particular subjects and concentrate on it day and night. She is an hardcore student. You can see her reading all her notes when it came to test or exams. She made all notes on most of the topics and chapters.

Eventhough I only known Christy for two short year, but we are already as close as fingers on your hand. It felt like we've known each other forever. It is very hard to accept the fact that she left us. I still think he is my classmate and she will be!

Special news: A day after Christy left Brunei, her lover, Sheena, was really in a bad mood. I kindda felt sorry that she is now very sad that she thought she had been ditched. I'M JUST KIDDING! HAHAHA! But I know she's not happy seeing Christy leave her for years.

Just for you Christy,
Be safe there and study hard. Don't lose hope. We all are here in your heart, we never leave you. Just believe in yourself and you will succeed. Come back to Brunei and be with us when you success and finished your studies. Or when we had a chance to met. And most importantly, DON'T FORGET US! We D'Mazeltov family will always stay in touch. Maybe we could Skype too :D Just stay in touch.








JIM

PS: We all missed you already hope you miss us too! With loves from Brunei to you. <3