At least finally I have time to blog today. I'm free for a while but after this I need to complete all my bunch lots of assignments that has a dateline in Saturday, this Saturday. Lucky we have a public holiday and tomorrow is Friday so it's like two holidays which I can use to complete my assignments. I also thanks my maths lecturer for extending the dateline of those assignments for me since I had a lot to do and wasn't able to complete it in time. But I promise to complete and pay that debts of assignment on Saturday 100% guaranteed!
After two weeks of busying myself, missing my lunch every single day if inlay get over my biology presentation yesterday. I started my presentation with a bit of nervousness (but you can also say I'm too nervous that I had difficulty in breathing) but after a while I feel okay. So many questions were thrown to me, and thankfully I can explain and answered all of them. Thanks to my classmates, we all did a great job out there. I think I also got the highest marks for the guy's presentation. I got all full marks expect for eye contact minus one mark (because I was nervous at the beginning so I forgot what I wanted to say); then minus one mark for body language (I just don't know how to expressed it with my body, should I dance to get high marks?); and minus one mark for POISE that is I made one mistake but I recover quickly and did not panic (but I was panicked in my heart like I want to faint, like my eyeballs gonna fall out). But overall my grade is 29/32 which rather a high mark, but a girl got full mark (32/32) and I envy that.
Today's holiday is because "Hari Jadi Askar" which is the celebration of royal army forces. Every school in Brunei is having a public holidays. And more happy when the next day after the public holiday is another "no-school-day" it's a two days holiday and you can wake up late and eat and poo and do what ever you want. But I'm sure you'll say "why the holidays went pass so fast?" HAHA.
Today I was supposed to join playing badminton with Ho, Ng, Michael, Sheena and ______(whoever are joining). But yesterday night I messaged Ho saying I can't come to today's badminton because I had something happened. "Something" which I did not want to think right now, it'll just make me turn into bad mood. But actually I wanted to go for today's badminton so much, I wanted to meet them, it's been more than 2 weeks I didn't meet them. But maybe I will only see them tomorrow if I cooled down tomorrow. Or maybe I also won't come tomorrow. I just had some reason not to come and most importantly is I'm hurt. I need time to rethink. So let's get over with the regrets, they should be happily playing now.
I also rarely whatsapp or Facebook or twitter with anyone nowadays. It's like I'm emo-ing myself. Maybe I just need time to think, because some people said that I've changed. They doesn't says directly that I changed in a bad way but if you combine the puzzle, it will say that Hazim has changed in a bad way. But I honestly think I didn't changed at all. I'm still Hazim! I'm no one else. 😪 don't say I changed because I don't.
Okay, enough with my problems and complains. I think I typed too much and now I need to get shower complete all my debts to my lecturers. Christy, I hope you had a great (or boring) time reading this. Maybe I will post something interesting later on for your entertainment. So remind me about that, it's a present for you XD. You'll laugh until your tummy hurts.
See you guys, reader(s) next time.
JiM
PS: I not feeling so good now. I felt hurts.
