Sunday, February 27, 2011

STOP IT B!+CH!!!!!!

Today is Sunday, weekend; the most happiest day of the week. My mother bought us to picnic today at Pantai Muara. It was beautiful! I never know that we have those kind of beach in here. My sister and I was so shocked looking at the beauty. Actually, the picnic isn't only us, but also my mums work-mates. They all were medical officers so we feel really safe.






It was far more beautiful than the picture above. There, we have the volleyball field, football field, skateboard track, bicycles track, small houses, BBQ place, sand (obviously), massage stone and many others. It is multi-talented place. It was like BEACH + RECREATIONAL PARK = RECREATIONAL BEACH PARK!

So it all went well in the first place; but not until a girl with the same age as me came with her sister ( the sister is my mum's friend). There was this dog sleeping far far away from us, lets name it Cloe; then she gave Cloe a newly cooked BBQ chicken and then suddenly another 4 dogs out of nowhere came nearer to our shed and was fighting for the chicken.

STUPID BITCH!!!!!



You know we all are Muslim including you yourself! And you were bringing those stray dogs near us. Then all of us were like "Ewwwww!" Yupe, all, excluding her sister; she was buying some things at the shop nearby. And then, she was trying to flirt me. WTF! You sondaughter of a BITCH! That's why she was staring at me all time, then I ignored her. Then she started trying to impress me with her 'bravery' by doing the dogs!

FUCK YOU BITCH!




Let me say this clearly:

"I don't like you! Get off! I'm not chinese and I don't like dogs! Stop flirting with me because you are not my type! You are beautiful but firstly, you are not wearing tudong, second, you touch the dogs and as a muslim we are not allowed to touch DOGS! and third, you just ruin our picnic, it was supposed to be the greatest day, and you totally ruin it! F U !


You just ruin all of us's weekend. Thank you FREAK! Get off my life now!


Then all of us went home, it was suppose to be until afternoon, it started at 10am and we were all home around 11.28am. It was ruin... the most day we were waiting for, and just like that.







JIM

PS: I'm so sad, but my mum say we all will go there again next time.... So that means, we need to wait again.

Oh yea, and my kittens died, the last one die today =(((((((((((

Friday, February 25, 2011

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It's been 13 days, or you can call it almost 2 weeks. I'm sorry I was too busy to update to blog, I'm sorry Sheena..... You keep on asking me to update my blog. But now, here I am. So finally today I've got a LITTLE spare time, actually it's the time for me to sleep and rest for awhile only. But because I know SOME of you will be like..... "Zim, update your blog!"



So I decided to write a new post. It is really hard for me to get access to internet these day, even for FACEBOOK. I rarely open it now. The "NEW POST" for this, I was like.... "do..or not..... do... or not....?" Then I remember Sheena, Shahina and others that will be reading my blog. So this post will not be long cause I only have a short time. BTW, my grandma said that I'm getting taller, yeah!



If you wanna know,; I actually want to blog last Sunday, but there was this tragic.... When I open my laptop the first thing coming in my mind is " OPEN MY BLOG!!!!!!!!!! WRITE A NEW...." Kaboom! Then my cat gave birth. She had 4 kitten, all black in colour and they all were so tiny. But today, only one left, all the three died, I mean.... two died yesterday and one is just now. So left one, but I'm not sure if he is going to survive.

Mine doesn't looks like this, they looks like a small rat!


Here is the problem, after delivering them, she had one of her organ coming out, and on wednesday another organ. She didn't want to eat anything and her condition is very weak until she did not want to give milk to her child. Yupe, no milk. For 1 whole day the kitten starve and it came to an end of their life. Then the mother starve for 4 days. We bring her to the 'Anicare Vet. Clinic' and she had to be operate. But they said the chances of surviving is only 5%. But we just try, who knows she might be safe. It cost us $300 including the expenses. I mean, it's cheaper than other clinics. And yet, MIRACLE! She is alive now, but she hasn't eat now; she don't want.


So thats why I always came to school with a sleepy eyes. Another factor is because my mum's health. But she is getting better now. But yesterday she can't open her eyes, even though she was awake! It's like one of the symptom for stroke. Oh no! Please God help my mum!

On the 23rd we had our National Day, I didn't see the celebration :(

Ooops, got to go now, wait for me next time guys =)














JIM

PS: Sorry but this is urgent!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

I'm Saw Pink Bunny!

HAHA, it's not exactly i 'saw'. But I ever drew a pink bunny in a drawing contest, and guess what? I WON! Yupe a pink bunny, and I got the 1st. I never expect that, I don't even know that it was a contest; I just draw it for fun. I WON! I WON! I WON!


Today was better than the previous day, I think. But I can feel it, it was better. I started to talk to half of my class, and I feel really good. Jasmine, well, i don't know how to talk to her anymore. I feel guilty that we feels it in her heart after hearing I sat..... that word.

But let me start a new life. I'm sure to be reborn would make me feel better. I'm doing stuff that I never done before. REBORN! Today I started my day with rushing hour. I was going to my car when I then realized that I bring the wrong book. My face was like "OMGWTH!" I run and run and run to my room and then.... "Where the heck is my book? I can't find it anywhere!" It took me 30 seconds to find my book. I mean, it's okay if it is not D'Maths PYP, T.Koh would explode if I didn't bring it today, which is the dateline of passing the book.


I arrived at school, I know I haven't finish the D'Maths PYP but I don't know why I'm too lazy to do it even if I know teacher will be very mad.But let me tell you first, in my country today's news is shocking! It all about flood, we had this heavy rain and many areas are affected such as the highways, road, villages, our very famous recreation park, Tasik Lama which have the water fall and the park was sunk. I know, water every where, the river's water level rises.

My grandma's house was entered by the sea water, I called her early in the morning. At 5am, out of the house was like ocean already. Flood here and there, very high more than 1 meter. It is worst that cars can move, and there are lots of grandchild staying there.


Back to our topic, I have a lot to tell you about, but I guess I'm so tired (which the exact meaning is lazy). In school, the first subject was English. At that time....

*TEACHER ENTER THE ROOM*
Class: "Good morning Teacher Sonia......"
*TEACHER KEEP WALKING TO TABLE) AFTER A WHILE
T.Sonia: "G.Morning!
WE THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS ANSWERING OUR GREETING BUT.....
TSonia: :I SAID GOOD MORNING!"
Class: *REPEAT THE GREETING AGAIN* "Good morning Teacher Sonia......"

Actually she wasn't hearing us, so sad~ She gave us the vocabulary test, and told us that it was VERY EASY. But then, more than half of the class FAILED!  It was really hard! But then I beat Gary, even the winner of last year best student almost fail, Jasilah got 11/20 and same goes to Sheena Wee.



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HA-HA-HA! I don't know why I do that, it just my brain said "DO IT, MORE, MORE, MORE, MORE, YES! BACK TO OUR TOPIC! Why am I feeling so hyper? And then at D'Maths period.... T.Koh asked us to pass up the D'Maths PYP, and we had a free 2 periods, which is worth 1 whole hour to talk. Gary sit with sheena, and Charlene came sit beside me. Charlene and I talked about her open house which is held today, currently they are eating now. I can't go because it's raining heavily at my place and roads were flooded with water.

Here comes the good part, Charlene and I keep on laughing that time. Look at Sheena and Gary, laugh, look at Sheena and Gary, laugh, and look at Sheena and Gary, laugh,. We did that several time and Sheena & Gary was like..... "What.....?". It is our biggest secret but now almost half of the class know except Sheena and Gary. OMG, there is many 'Sheena and Gary'.


Obviously who would say that to them if we were talking about them. It was bad, it was for a good caused. First, we looked at Sheena & Gary and what comes in our mind is... "Look how good they two are, they look great to be couple". Then we started imagining them getting married, Charlene told me how chinese married are and I was starting to laugh and laugh and laugh. Imagining Sheena & Gary married was the funniest ever! I can imagine Sheena's face but Gary's..... was the hardest. They would look like this!

Picture was deleted due to not making the shining star in the class angry at me =P

Oh, I can't find Sheena's Facebook, did she delete it? Oh no! But they can tewitter right? PWIT! Okay enough of this. But this is our secret! Don't ever tell Sheena & Gary okay? If they knows, I'm dead! Ohhhhh~ this photo is so nice.......! I like looking at it. I wish I could tell Charlene about this photo.


BACK TO OUR TOPIC! Then we had PE, but then it was cancelled due to the national day's marching  celebration practice. So  apparently we had 2 weeks without PE and the boys was like "OMG!" Biology was kindda of revenge. We had this self-test and the class beside was really noisy but our teacher insist to make them silent because it was as we did to the other class. They had test and we were having a bazaar.


Elective was kindda miserable, we had to change to other class, then teacher left us for half an hour, and back to teach but it looks like the school was having crisis. And we go home. I sleep for the whole afternoon, and woke up at 6pm and write this.



Writing this to an end is the most sadness part. All I can say is goodbye :)






JIM

PS: I still think of Sheena & Gary wedding. I seriously can't imagine Gary's face. I want to look it! But weird..... Sheena likes someone else, but who might knows right, in the future the might *wedding music* YOU'LL KNOW hehe.




Sheena & Gary, I like it! Sounds good.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Bring Out One, Gets Home With Two

YAY!!!!!

Yupe, yupe, yupe, yupe! As all of my school test results it good, my mum buy me a present. As you know, my laptop is broken, so my mum decide that to bring to mechanic to fixed my laptop. It was at the agent, where i bought my laptop at first.

So we go to the technician, and he look at my laptop and discuss about the problem. It was the RAM, its twice already i fix that, and now it's broken again. To fixed that plus the expenses added to fixing last time, it worth a price of a new laptop. We agreed to fix it, but it have the chances of getting the same problem again.


In hearing that, my mother, who was very concern about my course work and all those presentation and my needs, wasn't satisfy of the laptop. So without any argument she said to me "Look at your back there is many brand new dell laptop, pick one and I'll buy for you". I was very shocked + happy, unable to think properly runs to the laptops  and started looking one by one.


Yupe it takes me 15 minutes to choose. At  first I looked at alien ware, but it was too expensive for me, and it's heavy. I search and search and search until I found one, it was 'DELL INSPIRON MINI 11inches'. It was perfect! Cheap, small, light in weight, have all of programs i wanted, can be carried easily to cafe or other places, with 9 free gifts. The price was only $798, compared to others $1000+.

So now i'm blogging from my new DELL INSPIRON laptop. I was very happy that my mother bought it, with cash even more. I didn't even know she has that such a huge amount of money with her, we didn't even stop to the bank. I was very grateful. 





JIM

PS: It was black in colour, very shinny that I wipe it every 5 minutes =). I'll blog more often because in my place are heavily rain and my laptop needs to be wipe

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Insult me its okay, but my country is a NO!


Mess with me I can stand, but then you started talking about my country..... F*CK YOU!


I can see you are speechless after that, served your right.


You should have look at your face, it's like.... HA-HA-HA! That was the first time you've been speechless right? Even Gary was impressed. Until today, that was the funniest face you've ever make.





So, most of the classmates didn't exactly know why we were fighting..... Guess they'll know it later.

Dear Jasmine,
I'm sorry that you were hurt feeling, I didn't meant it for you or others; but it was only for Hufailin. I treat you all equally, don't worry. You may be angry with me, I've read your twitter.... We all are human.



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To Alif Asyraf,

I read yours also and yeap, that was the Hazim you've known for the past 11years. The Hazim where you were first entering your year one, the Hazim you used to be 'cheating partner' when you were having a test before going to SSS. The Hazim you used to be classmate. The Hazim that you known since 2001. And yet he have change, the second time of madness in school, but this one is worst, or maybe last2 year was worster.

To Sheena,

Sorry to make you frightened, but I'm not usually like that.


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To all my classmates:

I'm so sorry of saying that. I'm so sorry if you were hurt. Sorry to shocked you all.









JIM

Monday, February 7, 2011

Bad Day Ever!

Everything today turns upside down. I've done so badly today. I've should never done that ):

What happen today? Let me just list down some points....
  • Sheena gave a 'star pen'
  • T.Putri was absent so T.Koh relieve and we had 5 periods of Maths
  • We talk and laugh about Gary's wedding
  • I laugh and gary poked me
  • Then Sheena's ring was stucked at Gary's finger
  • Sheena say to Gary "I like looking at you"
  • Sheena got a light blue star ring
Then the bad things happened after breaktime, I know now many of people will think bad of me... I've known some of it already. It was like, OH GOSH!
Jasilah, Jenifer, Hufailin and I was talking something and Hufailin started talking bad about brunei's school. I mean, if you were in my situation, you would have done the same thing. I response to him that not all school were that bad, then he starts insulting about Brunei's. I was really mad because I was the only bruneian in that class and if there were more, bruneians will stand up to defence their country; as if you don't.

I admit it was harsh that i said "Because you were foreigner!"  But I was really mad, actually, if he listen i said "WAIT!" He said that it was a shout, but for locals it wasn't. Then he started annoyed me again by using his old technique, in 2008, I was in fight with him too, and he always started the fight. Even with teachers.

I realize that if he was fighting with me, he could get expelled cause I have a really strong back-up behind me. So I say "foreigner" I didn't exactly meant it, but I don't know how it goes out of my mind. I was really sad that I've been trained to control my angry since I was a kid, and I have a rank to be hold, and to be cleaned.

Let me tell you if he started to push/hold/touch me; the inspector of school would come, as most of my cousin already did. If they find out, not only the student, but the teacher incharged in that time will also be warned. And I don't feel like it, I mean I've made 2 teachers being fired already, but that was reasonable, one was because he slap Hufailin (see, i'm protecting all of you) and another was because he was torturing the student, (jasilah, hufailin, gary and other were includes too)

But in the afternoon, me myself also didn't feel good, i feel really bad, so i said "I'm sorry" to him, he didn't even care about it. I done my job, so now let people think who I am. Yes, I have a higher rank, much more higher than Dato or Datin, but I was in my best behaviour. Just I know when people talk off the limits, and I'm mad only to those who are off their limits, I did angry at them. But after a few a while I must say "I'm sorry" because eventhough it was not acceptable for me, but I'm not that type of person. I didn't like enemy, I always feel bad mad at people and stuff.
As you Hufailin didn't like to lose, so its like he needs to win all time and he started talking crap, I got mad, and we, the ranking people mad is different. So you know how I feel. If we are mad, our language is very different. And you may get heart pain.


So to those who are foreigner and were hurt also, I'm sorry.... I didn't you. He, has gone into the limits, and what will you do if he does that to your country too? It was hurt for me also since all of you are my friends, I keep backing myself so i won't hurt you as my style (rank of people) we were taught in different ways. It is was people said (padas or laser)

I know the internet now may explode about me, so yeah..........







I got no mood to type anymore








JIM

PS: How does you feel when a person talks bad about your country but they lived and depend on it? Isn't it the biggest insult ever? I don't look down of you, but know the boundary of talking to me. Here, I might sue you.

 I really am sorry, forgive me....




Why I can't express my feeling too? You can, that's not fair! You even said bad things about bruneians, and I did hurts but I controlled it.... There is a time to tell them.




In 2008, I also did a fight, there i was more scary-er, I hit the table, luckily Hijazi was there. I know since that I can't be angry, so most of you may be shocked, scared, and other feelings. I'm sorry. Gary who's seen me more angry-er felt it was funny moment. Like I said, you are not even half known me yet.

I need some time to recover, thanks to carrie, lai, gary, sheena, christy, jasilah for helping me to calm down. I don't know what will I do when I'm into the maddness emotion, I might throw the table like I did last time a few years back. Thank you so much and I'm really sorry for what I have done.

PSS: I only angry in certain time, when i'm stress (like now). My mum got some kind like a stroke, she can move half of her face, or feel, or control or anything to do with half of it. I'm taking over my family, and lots of pressure and there is people making me mad, how can I stop it? Try it yourself! It's like standing alone in the corner of the room.


Friday, February 4, 2011

GONG XI FA CAI !!!


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
So its the year of rabbit, i guess i must put rabbit pictures.....

Rabbit in the wonderland!


and lastly.....










JIM

PS: Enjoy your new year folks. And your holidays too (if you have).

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

The Freaking Crazy Star Went To Singapore?

Hi,
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(I have no idea)
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bye!


HA-HA-HA! Just joking alright? Truely, my hands fingers and my legs are really heavy to type this; but I sacrifice my energy for you..... (especially sheena) She keeps on saying "You didn't update your blog." So you must be happy reading this :) SMILE!!!!!

Today I went so crazy, I woke up at 4.50am just to switch on my water heater. Then, my alarm buzz at 5am, I woke up for nothing, just to snooze the alarm until 5.30am. Then, you must know what I'm doing.... taking bath of course and other personal stuff =P

Private person only, if you are underage please leave this page immediately! joke, just kidding!
  I don't know why I feel like I wanna make some joke today. So I went to school, there were a lot of my classmates absent; it was 9 that includes Jenifer, Kinky, Lai, Lim, Charlene Christy, Matthew (this one is not a chinese, but he takes chinese's holiday) , Ng, and the other one I can't remember [or was it only 8?]. The first subject was maths; it went pretty good. Then BM, our class was supposed to have a test today but since many people are absent , so it was postponed to next year week.She made us to write exactly 44 peribahasa! It was awesome NOT! TIRED!

Then English period came, luckily i managed to do my composition before the school started finished my composition fast, she was infront of me. And she immediately mark my book! IN FRONT OF ME! "Dear teacher whoever teach me english, please don't ever mark my composition infront of me, I know I got many spelling mistakes because I suck at it!." Half of the period an Indian man named Hafilin ( thats what we called him now, before was Hufailin) came forward and told the teacher he wants to go home. I guess he wanted an earlier holiday since tomorrow is CNY and our school gave 4 days of holiday.
THAT IS AWESOME!


We all must assumed he's faking it! Yupe, I guess so; he always did that, that is old trick man! Learn a new one! Biology was kindda fun, we all write notes; thats all. Finally last subject, POA, read this properly
'WE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! WE ALL WERE BULLYING T.RAJESH!"
He only explain the mistake we always did in test, then we had a free time. He said he haven't finish marking 30% of our test paper and did not let us to look at our paper. So all we did is, take his book, take our paper, know our marks, and lost Ho's paper! JOKING! But we did search for it, I mean, it really was lost but then we found it; Ho's trying to change his mark but it was a FAILED'!

On breaktime I was the one started the 'poke-ing fight'. It all continued until we all went home. Sheena was the one getting 'poke' the most. First by me, then Gary, then Ho, and I hope someone else. I got 'Hi5' firstly from Ruby, then someone else, I FORGOT.

All that's all for today, all of us went home and.... oh........ tomorrow is Chinese New Year. I say happy new year to most of the chinese in my class. I have some chinese blood also! From my father's side, but........ nevermind! Lets started wishing it tomorrow.

Yah! I was just back home from preparing for the celebration tomorrow, look! I did celebrate; but it wasn't chinese new year, its the 'Family Day'. We will get ang pau tomorrow! YAY! Preparing the hall was really tiring. The chairs needed to be arrange and its a lot, then the shirt for the chairs and the tables, then the flowers decoration and a lot more.

The Freaking Craziest Star Sheena went to Singapore to celebrate her CNY there. She just flew just now, 4.30pm. I hope she brought me something; nope, I don't think she'll remember about me there, so lets not hoping. 


I went to Singapore once, but I was a kid so I didn't remember anything. All I know is just looking through the pictures my mom took. I looks cute! Hey, I'm always cute wah! I wish you had a wonderful new year! whereever you are, remember me :)






JIM

PS: spend 1.5 hours blogging today, but it was worthed

I like this picture, because I am so nice I share it to you....